Sorry I am entirely useless.
I have been having the most retarded issues lately. One day I will sort out my life.
This is a lie.
I have been having the most retarded issues lately. One day I will sort out my life.
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The Scottish Rock Opera
in living colour
11 April 2009 @ 01:09 am
25 March 2009 @ 08:10 pm
I really do not appreciate when things I am trying to download have an estimated download time of INFINITY.
PS. Sorry for being generally retarded and not posting anything. Life has been either boring or ridiculous and I kind of forgot about LJ somewhere along the way.
PS. Sorry for being generally retarded and not posting anything. Life has been either boring or ridiculous and I kind of forgot about LJ somewhere along the way.
01 March 2009 @ 03:21 am
WOW I AM DRUNK.
It was the third night of Millie tonight, and because Chris wanted to host a cast party and Melissa wanted to host a cast party, we decided to have TWO cast parties. The first of which being tonight at Chris's house and it was wicked amounts of fun and we danced a lot. I am just sad that we always get kicked out at like 1am. (Tonight was better: 2am! We are making progress.)
As for the actual show, it is going pretty great! It was probably the worst show tonight (last night? Damn you, 3:22 am!) just because the audience was kind of lame through most of it so morale was down. But the second act was totally excellent.
The night before we had a lot of glitches. Such as Candace having one of those dressing screens fall on her head. But the audience was still excellent and we got a standing ovation and all.
And opening night the audience was small (the other two nights were sold out) but awesome. They cheered and screamed so much.
Anyways, TYPING PROPERLY IS TOO MUCH EFFORT. I need to go and read or eat popcorn or maybe DRINK SOME WATER SO I CAN DO HISTORY FOR ALL OF TOMORROW AND NOT DIE OF HANGOVER.
God, I need a pocket sized Dan Hitchen so he can just feed me history knowledge whenever I please. Which would be always, because Dan Hitchen is the most brilliant person I know and has the most excellent history knowledge. (He also happens to be both hilarious and handsome! A true friend, indeed.)
PS. I am wearing a kimono and my hair is curly. I am cool.
It was the third night of Millie tonight, and because Chris wanted to host a cast party and Melissa wanted to host a cast party, we decided to have TWO cast parties. The first of which being tonight at Chris's house and it was wicked amounts of fun and we danced a lot. I am just sad that we always get kicked out at like 1am. (Tonight was better: 2am! We are making progress.)
As for the actual show, it is going pretty great! It was probably the worst show tonight (last night? Damn you, 3:22 am!) just because the audience was kind of lame through most of it so morale was down. But the second act was totally excellent.
The night before we had a lot of glitches. Such as Candace having one of those dressing screens fall on her head. But the audience was still excellent and we got a standing ovation and all.
And opening night the audience was small (the other two nights were sold out) but awesome. They cheered and screamed so much.
Anyways, TYPING PROPERLY IS TOO MUCH EFFORT. I need to go and read or eat popcorn or maybe DRINK SOME WATER SO I CAN DO HISTORY FOR ALL OF TOMORROW AND NOT DIE OF HANGOVER.
God, I need a pocket sized Dan Hitchen so he can just feed me history knowledge whenever I please. Which would be always, because Dan Hitchen is the most brilliant person I know and has the most excellent history knowledge. (He also happens to be both hilarious and handsome! A true friend, indeed.)
PS. I am wearing a kimono and my hair is curly. I am cool.
Feeling: 
drunk
drunkListening to: OH YES OH YES OH YES WE BOTH OH YES WE BOTH OH YES WE BOTH REACHED FOR THE GUN
23 February 2009 @ 11:10 pm
My life is retarded and Millie is so soon and my part is so awkward and I have so much homework to do and I don't know how I am going to survive and I can't wait for the next four months to be over so I never have to go back to high school ever again.
Wow, I only have four months left of school.
I CANNOT DEAL WITH LIFE RIGHT NOW.
I just need one thing that is happy without also being stressful, or happy without also being completely heartbreaking, or happy without also being fucking stupid.
Things need to start getting better again soon, I don't know how much more I can stand without losing my mind completely.
Wow, I only have four months left of school.
I CANNOT DEAL WITH LIFE RIGHT NOW.
I just need one thing that is happy without also being stressful, or happy without also being completely heartbreaking, or happy without also being fucking stupid.
Things need to start getting better again soon, I don't know how much more I can stand without losing my mind completely.
19 February 2009 @ 12:22 am
Today yesterday, whatever, screw you 12:20am I kissed my best friend's younger brother while his girlfriend and about 30 other people watched.
Sometimes acting is fucking weird.
Oh! And I also failed a math midterm! Y'know. Probably. Gooood times.
MILLIE OPENS IN A WEEK MILLIE OPENS IN A WEEK MILLIE OPENS IN A WEEK OH GOD OH GOD I AM NOT READY
Sometimes acting is fucking weird.
Oh! And I also failed a math midterm! Y'know. Probably. Gooood times.
MILLIE OPENS IN A WEEK MILLIE OPENS IN A WEEK MILLIE OPENS IN A WEEK OH GOD OH GOD I AM NOT READY
16 February 2009 @ 12:42 am
This is a weird question. Just because someone believes in reincarnation it does not mean they can remember past lives. I myself have no idea what to believe.
Matter cannot be created or destroyed. Everyone and everything is made up of matter. This = we have always and will always exist, and we are connected to everything else that has ever or will ever exist. Where our consciousness comes from I have no idea (and this is a constant bafflement to me) but if everything else in the world exists forever, so must our consciousness.
That was too serious of a paragraph, so I'll try and explain something hilarious that Dan told me relating to reincarnation.
They were watching stand up comedy and this guy was saying how India having nuclear weapons is horrible because you are giving the power to destroy the world to a country that believes in reincarnation.
"Go ahead, press the button, I want to see what happens."
"I'm going to be a goose." (Hearing Dan say this with an Indian accent is what makes it beyond hilarious.)
"I can't do it, I'm too chicken."
"Well, you'll never be a chicken with that kind of attitude!"
In other news, I HAVE TO FINISH THIS ESSAY ON BEOWULF AND I HAVE TO WRITE A SHORT STORY AND I HAVE TO ANSWER FORTY QUESTIONS AND FIFTY ONE DEFINITIONS FOR HISTORY AND I HAVE A MATH MIDTERM ON THINGS I ABSOLUTELY DON'T UNDERSTAND ON WEDNESDAY.
AND IT'S MILLIE IN TEN DAYS AND I AM NOT GETTING SICK, I AM NOT GETTING SICK, AND I HAVE REHEARSAL AND DANCE TOMORROW SO I WILL HAVE NO TIME TO STUDY FOR MATH WHILE ALSO DOING HISTORY.
AND I STILL HAVE TO APPLY FOR ENGLISH BY CORRESPONDENCE IF I WANT TO GRADUATE AT ALL.
AAAAAH.
Matter cannot be created or destroyed. Everyone and everything is made up of matter. This = we have always and will always exist, and we are connected to everything else that has ever or will ever exist. Where our consciousness comes from I have no idea (and this is a constant bafflement to me) but if everything else in the world exists forever, so must our consciousness.
That was too serious of a paragraph, so I'll try and explain something hilarious that Dan told me relating to reincarnation.
They were watching stand up comedy and this guy was saying how India having nuclear weapons is horrible because you are giving the power to destroy the world to a country that believes in reincarnation.
"Go ahead, press the button, I want to see what happens."
"I'm going to be a goose." (Hearing Dan say this with an Indian accent is what makes it beyond hilarious.)
"I can't do it, I'm too chicken."
"Well, you'll never be a chicken with that kind of attitude!"
In other news, I HAVE TO FINISH THIS ESSAY ON BEOWULF AND I HAVE TO WRITE A SHORT STORY AND I HAVE TO ANSWER FORTY QUESTIONS AND FIFTY ONE DEFINITIONS FOR HISTORY AND I HAVE A MATH MIDTERM ON THINGS I ABSOLUTELY DON'T UNDERSTAND ON WEDNESDAY.
AND IT'S MILLIE IN TEN DAYS AND I AM NOT GETTING SICK, I AM NOT GETTING SICK, AND I HAVE REHEARSAL AND DANCE TOMORROW SO I WILL HAVE NO TIME TO STUDY FOR MATH WHILE ALSO DOING HISTORY.
AND I STILL HAVE TO APPLY FOR ENGLISH BY CORRESPONDENCE IF I WANT TO GRADUATE AT ALL.
AAAAAH.
15 February 2009 @ 02:28 pm
Know what's fun? Spending Valentines Day in the place you got broken up with less than a month ago.*
* This is a lie.
* This is a lie.
04 February 2009 @ 07:29 pm
I JUST REALISED THAT I AM A DELINQUENT.
Well not really, but if someone who didn't know me just heard about some of the things I do, they would be like "what a symbol of the irresponsible teenage generation!"
Like last night when I was supposed to be studying for a math test I had this morning but instead went to Starbucks with my stoned friends and then played video games until 1am on a school night, and all the people I was with were 20+ year old boys. And then I skipped first block this morning.
SEE? DELINQUENCY.
In slightly related news (DELINQUENCY) I want to have an Anglo-Saxon party because that would be hilarious.
In Literature today we were taking notes on the Anglo-Saxons to help us understand Beowulf (which is awesome) and there was a bit on feasts and it was all 'MEAD AND BEER AND ROASTED MEAT AND FRUITS' and I looked at Candace and was like "We should have an Anglo-Saxon party." and she was like "I was totally just thinking the same thing."
Then I told this to Brad and for a second he looked completely dumbfounded, but then he started laughing and I was like "what was that?" and he said "for a second I thought you said an 'angry sex' party." Which was hysterical.
Theme parties are always the best ones.
...Okay maybe not angry sex themed parties.
Well not really, but if someone who didn't know me just heard about some of the things I do, they would be like "what a symbol of the irresponsible teenage generation!"
Like last night when I was supposed to be studying for a math test I had this morning but instead went to Starbucks with my stoned friends and then played video games until 1am on a school night, and all the people I was with were 20+ year old boys. And then I skipped first block this morning.
SEE? DELINQUENCY.
In slightly related news (DELINQUENCY) I want to have an Anglo-Saxon party because that would be hilarious.
In Literature today we were taking notes on the Anglo-Saxons to help us understand Beowulf (which is awesome) and there was a bit on feasts and it was all 'MEAD AND BEER AND ROASTED MEAT AND FRUITS' and I looked at Candace and was like "We should have an Anglo-Saxon party." and she was like "I was totally just thinking the same thing."
Then I told this to Brad and for a second he looked completely dumbfounded, but then he started laughing and I was like "what was that?" and he said "for a second I thought you said an 'angry sex' party." Which was hysterical.
Theme parties are always the best ones.
...Okay maybe not angry sex themed parties.
Feeling: 
sore
sore02 February 2009 @ 07:26 pm
Something like New Years Day, or December 28th (Candace's birthday party which started on the 27th) because those are days that started at midnight with my friends being hilarious and lasted until midnight with my friends being hilarious, and my friends being hilarious is all I need to be happy.
I am cheesy.